I dont know how it happened but its time to me to leave for Mexico – in like 3 mins if my sister gets here.
I have NO idea how it crept up so fast….talk about no such thing as time.
I will post if I can while over there
I dont know how it happened but its time to me to leave for Mexico – in like 3 mins if my sister gets here.
I have NO idea how it crept up so fast….talk about no such thing as time.
I will post if I can while over there
My life is insanely perfect at the moment.
There is sooooo much to update about but I just have not had the time, I am almost FINISHED my Devic Essences and only just realised that I have not been writing my diary about them.
I am leaving for Mexico in 10 days and I have SO much to do – however I am super calm. I believe this is the universe supporting me because I need to go.
I have learnt interesting life lessons and have new insights into myself.
I also have to write up the affirmation/abundance plan that I followed to manifest my trip – I havent forgotten.
I will try to do some of the above in the next day or to
love you all xoxox
The first Lunar Eclipse of 2013 occurs on 25th/26th April, so hang onto your hats and hold your horses, because some interesting times are ahead! The impact of a Lunar eclipse is more often felt internally, at the level of feelings and emotions, in our soul and spirit. Its shifts can be huge if we allow them to unfold as they must, but they are largely on an inner level. Of course, once the inner changes, the outer is rarely far behind, but for now let’s look at the internal world of this Lunar Eclipse….
In the sign of Scorpio and conjunct Saturn, here we see deep emotional lessons at hand for us. We may find our emotions stirred up in ways that throw us off track for a while. And with Mars in Taurus taking a significant role at the time of this eclipse, those feelings may be powerful and tenacious. We may even find that our usual coping mechanisms or emotional management techniques no longer work, leaving us little choice but to face and feel what may appear to be the general detritus of our unconscious.
At such times it’s easy to feel defeated or discouraged, but this eclipse is best seen as an inner purging, clearing out the dusty corners and rotting matter of our minds and hearts, making them ready to receive something altogether more beautiful and life-affirming in due course. After all, the compost heap may not be the most eye-catching part of a garden, but its input most certainly makes the other parts beautiful and vibrant! At the time of this eclipse we may find ourselves looking at the compost heap with our back to the garden, wondering where on earth all our commitment to our personal and spiritual development has really gotten us if we can still feel this way after all this time and hard work!
But this is a phase we’re in, a process. This is the first eclipse of three (two more next month), and if we want the other two to do their thing with us, we need to comply with the demands and challenges of this one. And the heavens offer a very significant helping hand with this compliance in the form of the Asteroid Pallas teamed up with Venus: Here’s the Warrior Queen hand in hand with the Goddess of Love in the earthy and tenacious sign of Taurus. In this friendship we see natural remedies of the land applied to heal our inner and outer wounds. We see powerful healing energies flowing through the earth with which we can connect deeply now. And in forming a Grand Sextile with Pluto and Chiron, these two goddesses team up with the most profoundly transformational and healing powers in the cosmos to come to our aid.
So, yes, this is a purging, but it is most definitely a healing purge, a cleansing of mind, body and soul, preparing us for the new energies to be brought forth at the Solar Eclipse on 9th/10thMay. However we experience this time, and of course our personal experience will be uniquely ours no matter what the overall picture may be, we can rest assured that none of this is pointless or without meaning. The challenge is to find the meaning, or to live without knowing it and still have the faith to carry on. It is to find the key to our own healing, or to continue without it knowing that when the time is right it will make itself known to us. It is to look our own darkness and pain fully in the face, perhaps for the very first time, and to know that however dark it may be in the there, the tiny stars still break through the night sky to light our way and without the darkness around them we could never appreciate their beauty.
And so it is with us. This lunar eclipse may well bring our shadows into consciousness, but in doing so it reminds us that no shadow can be cast without a light shining close by. This week we can find that light amidst the shadows, and know that it will guide us onward if we will but follow.
With love to everyone in this important and powerful week. And do join me on Facebook if you want more daily updates about the movements of the planets and their messages for us. I’d love to see you there and get to know you better!Sarah Varcas
I have secured the funding for Mexico
I am going there for Fire Priestess training next month and a temple tour with Mayan Elder, Hunbatz Men. I don’t think it seems real just yet but I am sure it will sink in soon.
The whole way things unfolded was super interesting and really unexpected. I believe my nightly affirmations have been working and I manifested the whole scenario as my own little miracle.
Sooooooooooo excited !!!
Its been a few days since my last post. I was suppose to make up the next lot of essences which is called Devic Essence and it is suppose to really help you connect with elemental kingdom. However for some reason things kept popping up in all kind of ways to delay me handing them out.
I made them up on the Wednesday and then I left them behind at my friends house. Then one after another I have been so busy or some how forgot. I NOW know why I did lol
During this weekend I went to Robbyne LaPlant’s 2 day workshop and I completely loved it. While we were there she gave us essences that she had created and if I had been on the Devic Essence I think it would have been strange to mix two such powerful and vibrational drops.
I have spent two days wallowing in beautiful and sacred energy. Robbyne is such a wonderful and lovely soul and she has such beautiful things to share. I discovered something really interesting about myself. Last year I attended Robbynes workshop and it was my first real spiritual workshop that I had ever done. I have to admit that I put her up on a pedestal as this amazing person that was so much more evolved then me.
Well after a year working very hard on myself so that I break old patterning and learn as much as possible – I was kind of amazed to realise that I no longer have her up on a pedestal. I have read so much about us all being ONE and its true – Robbyne is wise, powerful and certain of herself. But she is no better then me nor do I feel like she is more evolved them me, instead I really feel the oneness.
There was alot of her teachings that I already knew but there was also some really practical stuff that I learnt and I will incorporate into my daily life. The most important thing that I am thankful for is the fact that I gave myself 2 days off from my busy life to just celebrate being me, being spiritual and being surrounded by so many amazing people.
I am feeling far more certain of myself and just so full of light. I feel FANTASTIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have so much going on. I hope to share some exciting news with you all on Tuesday night – if all goes well which I am feeling confident it will – then my life is going to be much easier.
I have also had two ideas for short ebooks to write – I feel that my life will be going more in that direction with me being called to write more. Life certainly is amazing
Today was pretty blissful and I felt very light and carefree. I even had a few people remark on it which was really nice, I guess I might seem a bit strange to some because last Mon/Tues I was just miserable and now I have completely shifted out of that energy and I feel fantastic.
Today I received 2 acts of abundance which is awesome. One was a donation and the other was my first paying website design – I am super excited because I want to help people to build up their websites and teach them how to market themselves. This way they can do it themselves and dont need to be paying people to constantly update their sites.
My ebook on Amazon is doing well and I made it free for 2 days – this should be finishing soon so grab a copy if you can. I havent received any reviews but I am hoping that of the 100+ copies that have been downloaded for free – a few might leave reviews. I really want to know if the quotes touched anyone’s heart.
Life is moving super fast but also super amazing
This is my second last day on this essence and I have to admit that I do feel really connected to my higherself. I went through a not so pleasant lesson last week but I really VALUE my happiness now and its really effortless. I am loving life xoxox
Many Blessings all xoxo
Highlighted Aspects this Week
Monday: Venus enters Taurus; Tuesday: Ceres square Mercury, Chiron semisquare Mars, Chiron semisquare Sun; Wednesday: Sun conjunct Mars; Thursday: Neptune sextile Venus; Friday: Neptune trine Ceres, Saturn quincunx Mercury, Sun enters Taurus, Jupiter semisquare Sun; Saturday: Uranus conjunct Mercury, Mars enters Taurus, Jupiter semisquare Mars; Sunday: Pluto square Mercury
WOW what a roller coaster ride of a day. I woke up buzzing and full of energy and had a fantastic morning and then I got to around 12.30pm and go so flat, my energy was pancake flat lol. I decided that I needed food to try and bolster my energy levels and I left for lunch early…it just so happened that I ran into an acquaintance who I ended up giving vital information to. Gotta love the universe at play.
I started buzzing with energy again but right this second I am pancake flat again. I am blaming this wild fluctuations in energy on the solar flare. As I have stated in the past – I am very sensitive to them and a HUGE believer in the global effect they have.
I had some truly beautiful moments tonight that I feel is so worth sharing.
I was driving home and I saw a shooting star (although I did wonder if it was a silver dragon). It dropped in the sky for quite a long distance before flaring silver as it ‘winked’ out. This of course had me totally smiling but what was even more awesome what the moon and my connection to her.
I felt such huge heart expansion. I remember looking up as I am driving and it just HIT me. I am so very very very HAPPY to be alive so that I can FEEL these emotions. I actually spoke to the moon without really thinking about my words. I said something along the lines of ”Oh Grandmother Moon, I love you and I am so grateful to be alive to FEEL how much I love you.”
I then tried to stay on the road and not drive into a ditch. I still cannot really explain it – the feeling was just so amazing – it was just love and such gratitude. I really do believe that as souls we want to incarnate to FEEL. Both the love, the happy, the sad, the angry – every emotion you can think of…….imagine living an without them.
I also had that same reaction a few hours later about my puppy. I am so thankful that she came into my life. I am so thankful to be able to feel such overwhelming love for such an adorable little baby
So much love to you all xoxox I must go and sleep.
I am really happy with this new cover that I have created for my ebook. The last one was not as eye catching as I wanted and this one has more colour and looks more elemental and spiritual as well. I have scheduled the book to be free for 2 days and I think it will start tonight at midnight. So please take advantage of this and grab a free copy
I would love it if you were able leave a review if that is possible as this will help me with future sales I am still having issues with the formatting and the quote is at the top of the page instead of in the centre of the page. This is something I am trying to work on and I would really appreciate any feedback you have on if this is to distracting or if you found it easy to read.
Much love all xoxox
I have felt pretty fantastic the last few days.
Thursday saw alot of cleaning and de-cluttering. But best of all I feel very light again and I believe that I have really learnt my lesson from Monday and Tuesday and about staying in higher vibration.
If I hadn’t witnessed just how much I WAS effected and then how much I effect OTHERS I wouldnt have cottoned on so quick to changing my outlook and enabled me to centre and realign myself.
Friday was a day of MAJOR movement. I got so much done that I had been meaning to do and things started working. I felt this was a mixture of everyone feeling better and my own vibration/emotions being so much more positive and great.
Saturday was epic cleaning day as my aunt and uncle was coming up and I had to have the rooms reorganised and re-cleaned. It was a bit hard because I was cleaning with my mum who I love dearly but really tested my ego. She would be a bit negative about throwing a few things out and being forced to clean (even though we had put it off for weeks) I am happy to say that even though my ego was triggered I was able to not really get to bitch or mean. I accomplished this by mainly ignoring some comments.
That night I had my first ever long distance healing from Patricia Morris Cardona and it was really interesting. I felt like a tickling sensation in my heart and 3rd eye chakra but after about 5-10 mins I felt this pressure on my head and sinuses – to try and put it into words is hard….it was like my head was surrounded by a bubble of air and then there was a pressure on that bubble – pushing it down into my head, so I felt a pressure at the back of my nose…boy that sounds weird haha.
I woke up early and completely energised – it was fantastic, Patricia said:
Today I really shifted all my crap and started feeling awesome and fantastic.
I was never really that awful or things to dire but I did know that I was struggling and not happy for the past few days. Then I opened the Course of Miracles to a random page and it was talking about vibrations, then I opened a second book and it was the chapter called The Law of Vibrations….then I pulled a card from my Mayan deck and yep…it was all about vibrations.
Thats when I realise that I would keep having these tests come up because I was not using the right approach. I am always going to be tested by low vibrational situations and people. That is part of our 3D reality. However I CHOOSE if I am going to react in a high vibrational manner or if I am going to react in a low vibrational manner and feel like crap.
I feel fantastic now and I cannot wait to keep going with my new outlook. I shouldnt say new….this are concepts that I have learnt and know. However sometimes the universe likes to pop up and make sure you really have learnt your lesson.
We had a wonderful mediation tonight and the facilitator was awesome. I am pretty sure that I will be learning from her alot.
Today I have been emotionally up and down more then I thought possible. It was like I was a yo-yo and I was going from tired to happy tired to happy all day. The morning started with me being gloomy but then things started to flow easily and I felt great. Friends called me and we went out to Wollumbin and played in the creek that runs from the base of the mountain.
I felt fantastic and free while I was there and then afterward I got a phone call from work and a problem had arisen so then I have to once again go back to work at put in more unpaid work. I guess the universe is just showing me what is not flowing and what is making me utterly miserable – so I have to change my life really soon because I am just not happy.
I have also wondered if there was something strange going on Monday energy wise because everyone was just so busy when I talked to them. They all became flustered and slightly overwhelmed because they felt light they were running all day.
I am an Aries…I love being an Aries and I have alot of Aries in my chart so I can cope. I know that I am not anywhere near breaking but today I felt a slight bend haha. Tomorrow is the New Moon and it is suppose to be about really setting rock steady intentions and I really have to think of what I want.
I know what I want.
I want to Manifest $4000 to go to Mexico for Fire Priestess training.
Thursday was my birthday and I had an utterly fantastic time. I dont think I have enjoyed my birthday so much since before my father passed away 8 year ago. I think part of it was because I was aware that I was a completely different person then the year before. I am not only spiritual but I have a large group of friends who are utterly amazing. When I look back I was always friendly but I had a certain aloofness to myself and I kept my distance from people.
I was give lots of lovely prezzies and one of them that totally surprised me was a 8 inch crystal singing bowl. I also came home and did something that both shocked but excited me as well. I have mentioned that I have been guided to go to Mexico in the end of May and I decided that I needed to put down a deposit to show the universe that I was serious so I paid a $400 deposit.
If I think about how much I have to save and manifest I get slightly freaked out. I am just having to be in a place of perfect trust. Both in myself and in the universe.
Friday to Monday here was Easter and something that I really enjoyed. I am starting to feel really frazzled but then calm then frazzled because I do not have enough hours in the day.
I got my promotional website completed its address is http://www.starheartpromotions.com and I have been enjoying adding to it bit by bit. I seemed to be creating alot of flyers for people so I am getting really good at it.
I also put up my first book onto Amazon http://www.amazon.com/144-Inspirational-Quotes-Higherself-ebook/dp/B00C4N0HJK/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1365374409&sr=8-1&keywords=144+Inspirational+Quotes
I have done something strange with the formatting and will have to fix that in the next few days. But at this stage I am just very happy to be putting this up for sale for 99c because its something I was guided to do way back in Sept-Oct last year and it feels WONDERFUL to be finishing a project.
Tuesday was very busy for me because I had to have all my stories in the next morning and everything had to be perfect.
Wednesday was amazing because I had such a lovely meditation at Castle on Hill at Uki in the night time. I had also delivered all my next round of drops called “Higher Self” to all of us that are doing the course. I have been so busy that I was a few days late with them.
I still have quite a bit of catching up to do for this blog.
WOW I am feeling fantastic and really well balanced on the Air Essence now that I have settled into it. I am still unclear if all of my emotional times was because the Fire was burning up issues or because of intense global energetic issues like the Pisces phenomenon of having 6 planets in the one house – or was it the build up to Autumn Equinox.
I was worse the two days before the Equinox. I was told recently that the Equinox’s and Solstices provide windows of time in which there is a great influx of energy but it also heralded a time of change. So basically as a planet we all go through similar issues, like from Decembers Solstice till this Equinox I noticed SOOOOO many people going through intense life lessons. Things are just moving so fast because they have to, the energies of this period is truly amazing.
I do feel different since the Equinox but I cannot put my finger on just what. I guess I would say that I feel more centred and balanced.
On Sunday I had a lovely day visiting friends and catching up. I visited a friend who has created a device which charges crystals with radiant energy.
This is a photo of me charging my clear calcite ball – the experience was fantastic I have to admit that I got more from the device then I did from my crystal to begin with. Daniel who created the device has set the frequency to your heart chakra, I am not going to pretend that I know how he did this. I suggest checking out his website www.sci-meta.com for more information. All I can say is that I felt FANTASTIC – it really expanded my heart chakra and it seemed to bring out my inner child. I would have kept ‘playing’ with the device for hours if I could have.
Afterwards over the next few days I had some very amazing meditations in front of my crystal so I can honestly say that it does charge the crystal even though I couldnt feel a lot of difference on the day. While there at Dan’s house there was the most amazing storm…there is something about lightening and thunder that brings total innocent joy to me, I just love it.
I ended up taking Fire Essence for a day extra and then I started on Air. I went through a very emotional time during the Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday (18-20th of March) – I just didnt seem to be able to cope with everything. I cried on the Tuesday Night and multiple times during the Wednesday. I felt broken and shattered – I just told the universe I surrender cause I cannot do this.
I went to meditation on the Wednesday night and things seemed to be divinely guided once again and I was told things that I really needed to hear. I also believe that being amongst my spiritual friends was JUST what I needed to do – it is just such lovely confirmation that I am not alone. I talked to others that were feeling so similar that I just felt so much comfort.
Thursday – I woke up and it felt like a switch had been flipped and I was able to start functioning again. I still had moments of anger/irritation and feeling vulnerable and unappreciated. But it seemed like I was able to detach from that so much quicker. I walked in on the Friday and I stood up for myself when I was half convinced that I needed to quit. But it was all handled very maturely by myself. I felt so much better now that I had cleared the air.
Today is Saturday and I celebrated the Autumn Equinox at the Castle on the Hill at Uki. We had a lovely bunch of people turn up – I believe around 26-30 in total. I felt the day was very sacred, especially some of the ancient circle dances that we did. We even had an Aboriginal lady come and teach us one dance. The most fun of all for me is that I got to create the Mandala again, in this case I made a crystal and autumn themed one. I will post a picture as soon as I can.
I feel fantastic tonight, so calm and divine. Blessings to all xoxox
WOW so much has happened over the last few days that I dont even know where to start. I think I will start with the positive things that have happened.
*I have had even more clear guidance that I have to go to Mexico for Fire Priestess training. I told my guides and the universe that if they wanted me to go then they need to help me manifest the money. I would love to win the money and things be easy but in this instance I am quite happy to work for the money but the Universe needs to put opportunities for me to do so – right at my feet. I have to manifest a Minimum of $4500 by May if I want to go…..after my continued signs and what my cards are telling me – I am really confident that it will happen – its time for perfect trust.
*I had a special experience with Wollumbin (mt warning) which is our local iconic mountain. I felt like the mountain itself drew me to it last Sunday so that I could witness what it is doing. A lot of young people below the age of 25 was going there and just sitting at the base of the mountain. I got no sense of mischief or malice – instead I got the sense that these people didnt even know why there were there. It is my belief that the mountain had a major clearing/cleansing when it got damaged in the January storm and it is in the process of changing or rebirthing itself. I believe the mountain is recalibrating itself so that it can personify the Divine Feminine energies.
*I am helping a friend Ahana LaRa create a workshop tour here is Australia. This amazes me in many ways because I had only a week or two before hand created a promotional blog/website where I planned to promote people whose books I am writing and I had intend to promote friends workshops…but I had not intended to help them book venues in Brisbane, Gold Coast, Uki, Byron, Bangalow and Melbourne. I feel like I am being of service by helping book venues and create flyers.
*I have had an increase in animal messengers again. I have received a gift of a feather from a Bush Turkey when at Wollumbin and seen alot of eagles and lizards. It was so comforting to see them and feel connected to them again.
Okay here is the place for the not so nice things that have happened to me in the last week.
* I have really felt so shattered at times, like I cannot deal with situations that I normally can. It would take me a day or two to centre and realign myself after I got shook up.
*I was massively tested at my workplace, I asked my guides and the universe if I am meant to work there and I got some massive signs that – No – I am not suppose to work there. I plan to spend the next few weeks intensely working on all other projects that I have – there is 3 ebooks I can help people with, 3 or so websites I can help with, continue to help Ahana, write more of my own thoughts down and finish writing projects that I have been delayed in doing because of work. Basically I know that my paying job is effecting my spiritual work and this in turn is effecting me.
To end on a high note.
I was so hurt, angry, miserable and ready to do battle yesterday but then last night I realised that this is a similar situation to what I was in back in January. Basically someone does something to me that hurts, offends and triggers my anger/pride/ego. As I lay there last night I realised – HELLO you have been here done this. You cannot change how someone else acts and behaves but I CAN control how I act and behave and how I FEEL.
So instead of going in and going to battle with my boss – I am instead not really caring what he says/does. If worse comes to worse I will put in notices and go find another job.
Much love to you all and to myself because I have been needing it.
Thankyou to Journey to Harmony for voting for me: http://journeytoharmony.wordpress.com/2013/03/07/liebster-award/
While I dont really know 11 other blogs to send this to I will still like to answer Soul Artiss’s questions because he was so nice in writing them and I want to thank him for his nomination.
I am here for a reason, these synchronicities and messages keep happening to me for a reason and there has to be a purpose.
I love myself, sounds so weird but this was a huge issue for me – for 29 years I never nurtured myself at a soul level.
Mexico – only because I am obsessed with it the last two days. But in general – South America, Hawaii, Bali and Egypt are on my to do list over the next few years.
I saw myself in my friends kitchen as she cleans and she tells me how she finally asked her partner to leave. I see this as either a premonition of things to come or a time when she will finally put herself first.
Read and talk lol
Things in nature, kids, animals, crystal, friends, family
I would send out love and acceptance with the hope that anyone who felt it would know that they are not alone and dont have to live the life that others are dictating for them.
Ancient Egypt to see Isis and learn in her Temples.
I have given up sugar and its easy!!!
I played a board game with my friends on Saturday and laughed for ages.
Whale – they are the record keepers I would love to know the things they have seen
I dont know about everyone else but I feel like I have not had a moments rest in over a week. I am getting that urge to go hermit for a day or two to recharge my batteries and just nurture myself.
Friday – was actually lovely. I felt very in control and organised in the morning and then spent a few hours with my best friend and her newborn at the hospital (My new cosmic God Daughter). I walked back into work and got inundated with messages and other things that had to be done THEN so I ended up being late for Goddess Group.
I go monthly to a Goddess Gathering which celebrates being a woman. I at first had NO idea what to expect but I have really come to love all the other women who are quite a bit older then me and I just love being in such a nurturing and feminine space for a few hours.
The night was lovely and we had a Greek Goddess theme which was lovely because we dont usually have a theme.
Saturday – was visit day. I took my mum and we went and visited the baby, then visited a friend then went shopping. While I was very busy and we were gone all day – I still felt really happy and charged.
Sunday – I was very tired in the morning but I had work to do for my job, so I interviewed a few people then went to the Castle at Uki to watch a few scientist talk about spirituality and how we are in CONTROL of our bodies every moment of the day. It was fascinating and I am thinking that I will do a little researching into some issues I learnt and do up a proper post doing them justice.
The day got even more interesting when I drove home. I came round a bend and it started pouring rain and I saw this huge double rainbow, I hadnt seen a double rainbow in years and I decided to pull over and just appreciate the majesty of the moment. I sat there for about 3 mins and just felt amazing but the rain eased and the rainbow started to fade. I started driving again and I rounded the bend only 200 metres away and there had been an accident in those 3 mins I was sitting there.
It wasnt a bad accident but I ran over some plastic or glass from when the two cars hit and then went off into the grass. I saw that people had stopped to help them so I kept going and it started to really hit me that I could have been in that accident and if I was there then it could have been a much worse accident. As I was thinking this an ambulance went past and I said a quick prayer for them but I think they should have been okay.
If my rainbow miracle wasnt already amazing enough I got a very clear message from my guides. The other day I randomly emailed these people about a Mayan Temple Tour that is in May. There is no way I can afford it and I seemed to write a query off before I knew what I was doing.
I told my guides and divine mother/father that if I was suppose to go then could I please have a clear sign that I cannot argue with.
I expected a reply the next day or some other kind of sign but nothing happened for a few days. Meanwhile the latest Drunvalo book I was waiting for was late, it arrived Friday and I didnt start reading it till Sunday. I am reading away about these Mayan Elders in the book and I wondered about them. Then I see that I have got a reply from this lady finally and in it she talks about the Hunbatz Men who was just in the book I was reading.
When I saw the name I thought……no way. So I went and got Drunvalo’s book and flipped right to a page with Hunbatz’s name. I was filled with a deep certainty and I also thought….I cant deny that as a sign. It was to quirky how I never got a reply until AFTER I knew the significance of who the Mayan Elder is.
The issue now – I am 100% certain that I have to go to Mexico in 2 months time and I have no money – so I am seeing this as a test. Is my trust in the Divine big enough????? I have been told if we are suppose to be doing something and we trust then the universe provides. I see this as an opportunity to learn something so that I can be of benefit to others…so there is no selfishness involved.
Lets see if I can manifest 3000 dollars in 2 months.
Monday – I cannot stop thinking about Mexico I am even more convinced that I have to go - I came home and finished my Drunvalo book – its as fantastic as ever but I have to admit that I had more of a reaction to Serpent of Light. I have been feeling off all day. Kind of grumpy from about 3pm onwards and once again I am late with my articles so I will have to get up early to finish them.
I know that I am doing good work and that I am being of service to my community but at the same time. I am not really happy – its a conundrum that I am sure I will work out eventually.
There is so much to say and I dont think I have the energy to write anything up.
Monday and Tuesday was mainly involved in helping my friend out while she gave birth to a most darling new daughter. I had late nights and some stress and just busy busy busy.
Wednesday was more relaxing and then an intensely busy afternoon and then off to Meditation that night. I was soooo happy that I went and we did some Hare Krishna styled rituals and theory based discussion. Afterwards it was lovely to catch up with people but I talked to late again and had a 3rd late night.
Today I woke up and even though I wanted to stay in bed all day I got pushed by my guides to go to Victoria Webby’s mediation in Nerang so it meant travelling an hour but OMG it was worth it. It was funny because I was all set to cancel and go back to bed when I found myself saying to a friend “I will meet you at 10am”. Even after saying it I just kind of shrugged and went along with the urge.
During the channelled messages I got intense fidgety and uncomfortable legs and some strange feelings on skin of my arms and legs. I felt like the entire thing was a deep cellular healing that was pretty amazing. One other lady did another sound healing/channelling and she had us touch our feet up to our head, body part by body part. I regressed to some ancient era by the time I was to the hips.
Its very hard to explain because I felt like a thousands of year old druid and me in the same body touching the same body parts. Almost like I did the exact same things many many moons ago, it was so divine and it made me realise that we dont just appreciate our body for being amazing any more. We dont stop and appreciate ourselves.
I have continued to take the Fire Essence but to tell you the truth I cant really say what is is doing for me. I think it has helped give me the energy to do THREE times the amount of stuff in one week as I normally do. I don’t seem to stop and tomorrow I cant either – I will be gone all day – visit baby, work then Goddess Group.
One final observation – I am extreme sensitive to the Piscean energies that I posted last week. I have thought of why and I am extremely close with both the element of water and the moon. To have 6 planets in the House of Pisces is just amazing and I really wish I could have spent the time just being tranquil. However this just makes me more sure that Fire Essence has helped me stay sane this last week.
I will post more tomorrow night – I am so interested to see what the 10 and 11th will be like when we have SEVEN planets in the House of Pisces…..wow
Its pretty hard to say what is being done since it is the first day on this essence. I will report that I have finished writing up all the quotes I have periodically been writing down in meditation since last October.
I ended up with 126 quotes so I need only 18 more before I can finish the ebook. I will be adding a brief introduction and conclusion and then it will be complete. The hard part is going to be seeing how hard it is to convert into different formats. I think it will look much better as a mobi. file on a kindle but I also want it to look good on a PDF file – I guess I will be able to tell when I start experimenting.
I think the Fire Essence helped give me a push to finish this project. I had 86 of the quotes already written up but something else or new was always popping up and distracting me. Even though it took ages and I stopped for the phone, dinner, television etc I always stuck with it and bit by bit finished all that I had written down in my note book.
I am looking forward to finding how I feel over the next few days as I settle into the Fire Essence.
What we have is the perfect storm of Piscean energy, at the one point when there is nothing to counterbalance this. Even Saturn, the hard taskmaster of the cosmos is complicit in this, lending his support from fellow Water sign Scorpio, where his first full month in retrograde motion is adding a large dollop of hindsight to the mix.
The only planet even remotely having a chance to keep us grounded is Jupiter, who over in Gemini is at a tougher aspect, known as a ‘square’, to the planets moving through Pisces. Yet even Jupiter, the largest planet in the solar system is outnumbered, by the share number of planets lined up in Pisces. I have come to the conclusion that if you can’t fight this energy then you may as well join it and at the point where I’m writing this, having had to discard many copies of my writing schedule, to ditch the guilt that comes with it.
I’m not only finding it hard to focus at the moment, but I’m also incredibly clumsy. I might be writing the Love-scopes or the Money-scopes and one minute I’m in the flow and the next my fingers are poised on the laptop and my mind has drifted off somewhere completely different, without even realising. Don’t get me wrong, I love Piscean energy, but it’s leaving a lot of cotton wool in my brain and worse still there is no reference for this, in that we can’t go back to the last time this happened, because it’s never happened before.
For the problem is, if indeed it’s a problem at all, is that we have 6 planets in Pisces, an unprecedented number. While the Sun and Moon aren’t planets, Astrologers refer to them as planets in the classical sense, in that the word ‘planet’ is the ancient Greek word for ‘wandering star’. Astrologically planet is the blanket word for any cosmic body that moves through the sky, rather than the scientific definition.
By that definition, or in fact by any definition, we have more planetary activity in Pisces this month than at any other point in our lifetime, or will again. Even the mechanics surrounding having 6 planets in play here is extraordinary. There are 4 planets that are deemed the ‘faster planets’, in that the Sun, Mercury and Venus do a complete cycle through all 12 signs once a year and always move as a pack and Mars moves through in 22 months. It is not uncommon to have the Sun, Mercury and Venus in one sign at the same time and is in fact more common to have them here together. It’s slightly less common to have Mars here at the same time, who is only on the same side of the sky as the Sun, Mercury and Venus once a year. So to even have 4 planets in one sign is significant. This is known as a stellium and this creates a situation where the sum of the combined influences becomes more than the individual energy each planet brings into play, but when you add Neptune and Chiron to the mix and especially as dreamy Neptune is the ruler of Pisces, then you have something extraordinary.
Because the Sun, Mercury, Venus and Mars are the only planets that move quickly through the signs, to have more than 4 planets in an area of your chart means that there has to be a major planet here. By major planet I’m not referring necessarily to size and more to the speed that they travel at. Any planet from Jupiter outwards will stay in an area of your chart for a minimum of a year and a maximum of 16 to 20 years, so the impact on your life is major. And in this case we have Chiron, planet of healing in Pisces from 2011 to 2019 and Neptune, in Pisces from 2012 to 2026.
When you get the 4 faster moving planets all return at the same time and align with major forces that have been at work here for over a year, then there is a coming together of forces that have been working behind the scenes, preparing for the right moment and forces that can act as triggers.
When the Moon moves through Pisces from the 10th March to the 12th March, in Mars’ final days, for a 53 hour period we will have 7 planets here and while we’ve never had 6 planets here at the same time before we’ve definitely never had 7, so during that time you might need to find some anti gravity boots or some grappling hooks and anchor yourself to something solid.
Because this puts over half the solar system in Pisces and therefore in the Pisces ruled area of your chart, this is where the focus is going to be for you this month and especially so in the first 12 days. Yet when you get 6 planets together you also get their different personalities and that can be confusing. You have Mars wanting to bust a boiler, evoking your passions, fighting spirit and a sense of urgency, then on the other hand Mercury, in retrograde motion until the 18th March is asking you to hold back and think before you leap. With the Sun trying to bring reality checks while Neptune is evoking your dreams and fantasies and Venus engaging your heart while Chiron is creating an opportunity for healing you have one very complicated mass of planetary influences. Add to this the dreamy nature of Neptune energy and it might not be until later in the month when we start to make sense of things.
The Water signs will be more at home in this Watery energy, but at the same time because the Water signs (Pisces, Cancer and Scorpio) are so watery themselves, this might be a bit of an overkill. I’m a Cancerean and I know that’s how I’m experiencing this. The degree to which this impacts you is likely to be determined by how much Earth you have in your chart (planets in either Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn), which can have a nice grounding effect. However, Virgos themselves might find this a bit overwhelming, for it puts over half the solar system on the other side of the sky to your Sun and in opposition. That’s when you need to call on your strong Earthy influence, to turn this into a chance for a breakthrough.
It will be with a bit of relief then, when on the 12th March Mars, planet of passion and the warrior planet of the cosmos will leave Pisces and return to Aries, the area of your chart where he rules supreme and that’s when you’re likely to see some action. It’s here that Mars will leave the watery realm of Pisces, which will have subdued his fiery passions and his flame can once again burn bright and as he returns for the first time in nearly 2 years and teams up with Uranus, planet of surprise, synchronicity and the unexpected, for only the second time in 80 years, he’ll want to see action. Mars and Uranus are an explosive combo and especially in fiery Aries. Uranus has been on his own and working behind the scenes since May 2012, when Mercury’s departure left him home alone, so he’ll be ready to trigger the laws of synchronicity and trigger anything pending and as he loads the cannon balls in the cannon, Mars will be there to light the wick.
With the Sun returning to Aries on the 21st March and Venus on the 22nd March this will see even more focus shift to this fiery and action focused energy, but with Mercury staying behind this will leave 3 planets in Pisces and 3 in Aries, creating more of a balance, though keeping dreamy Piscean energy in play.
Chances are, as first Mars and then the Sun and Venus return to Aries this may trigger some emotional responses that have you running for cover, with old early warning systems screaming at you to duck your head and find refuge. That’s because for the last 3 years, as the planets returned to Aries as the Sun, Mercury and Venus will do at around this time each year, Saturn has been over on the other side of the sky in Libra, creating a series of Saturn oppositions at a time when Saturn was already causing a lot of problems.
However, this is a false alarm, for Saturn left Libra last October and he won’t be back for another 30 years. The only challenges the planets moving through Aries will face this year is from the Full Moon in Libra on the 27th March. This is the first Full Moon in 4 years that hasn’t involved Saturn, who was here for the last 3 Full Moons and also the last Full Moon for awhile that won’t be a lunar eclipse – the Full Moons in April and May will both be lunar eclipses.
This allows us to get back to what a Full Moon here should be about, without the challenges Saturn brought into play, though it may bring back some old memories, which can be used to tie up loose ends. What is special about this Full Moon is that it sets the date for Easter and is the reason why we’re having our long Easter Weekend in March this year, instead of April. Easter Sunday always falls on the Sunday immediately after the first Full Moon after the Sun moves into Aries, marking the ancient rising from the dead after the dark of winter, in northern hemisphere spring.
I think that this is an apt description of the Full Moon here, for it marks a point where we can finally put Saturn’s dark years in Libra behind us, made so severe by his opposition with Uranus over in Aries and by his discord with Pluto in Capricorn, causing the Saturn/Pluto squares of recent years.
This puts the main influence this month in the Pisces and Aries ruled areas of your chart and briefly into the Libra ruled area, with the Scorpio, Capricorn and Gemini areas working more in the background.
This Essence was made in the sacred area of Katajuta in Central Australia. It encompasses the passion, creation, possibilities and potential of Fire. One aspect of the four Elemental White Light Essences — Fire, Water, Air and Earth — is that they help you to connect, embody and master that element while also aligning you to the Nature Spirit of each particular Element. The Essence helps with the burning off of one’s dross — or impurities, especially that of the astral body. This Essence can open people to their most ancient source, back to the moment when the soul originally chose the life purpose for its earthly incarnation. This will leave the individual with a “fiery” sense of purpose and direction. Consequently, one is inspired and motivated to follow their life path and fulfil their highest destiny.
Today is final day of Earth Essence and I have to admit that I am totally ready to move onto Fire. I played Essence Fairy today and delivered all my essences to everyone and it was totally lovely to catch up with all those that are taking these White Light Essences as a group.
I talked about how the Essences have been effecting them the last month. My friend husband summed up Earth better then I could – he said – I loved Earth and could feel it working but I cannot put into words why I loved it so much.
I really feel like that. Earth Essence comforted me, grounded me and seemed to go on forever. I am very crystalline and elemental so I think I just adored Earth Essence because it feels like home. I also had multiple conversations with people who had very ancient karmic healings and then I had one of my own with Heidi Bartz.
I also have some very interesting Astrology information that I will post up.
I dont really know where to start.
Tuesday – Was lovely relaxing day and I even went and helped a friend who needed some help. It got a bit dramatic but in the end I thought it turned out perfect.
Wednesday – I couldn’t wait all day to go to Meditation with Heidi Bartz. I knew it was going to be amazing and it was – for myself I found it very healing and relaxing but much more then that I found it amazing to witness. One lady who is new to the meditation groups said to me “Does a woman wearing a white dress and red cloak mean”???? She had a vision of this women and she then went on to explain how this vision stood in front of one lady for ages then walked around the room and stood behind Heidi with arm out stretched.
I thought it sounded like Mary Magdalene who Heidi had been channelling during the meditation. Curiosity got the better of me and I had to ask the woman who had Mary standing in front of her for so long, if she had seen/felt anything.
I asked her did she feel like someone was standing in front of her during the meditation and she looked shocked.
“yes, I felt someone” I then asked, do you know who it was, “It was Mary Magdalene” she hesitantly said to me.
By this stage I had full body goosebumps and I asked her what did Mary look like.
“she wore a long dark veil and robe” (she didnt say white dress) but described the rest.
Im not a visual person (yet) I would love to see clear visions while in meditation and just hearing these two women’s stories brought me such validation. I have a lot of faith but because I cannot see things I have to trust my sense of knowing and this always leaves room for doubt. I cannot doubt these two women, I know both of them and neither had told each other. To make things more interesting one of them is new to the mediation group and neither of them have been properly introduced. So my logical (annoying) part of my brain cannot deny what happened.
WOW Today was epic and magical and WOW lol. I went for another Transference Healing with Heidi Bartz. This was my 3rd session with Heidi and something I felt ready for. So much happened that I dont even know where to start. Upon arriving I swear that we just started warping time and I felt like we were there for much longer then we were. In my healing it went for about 30 mins of talking then 1 hr of healing with another 30 mins of talking afterwards.
The thing is there is no way that I was only in the healing session for 1 hr it was EPIC. I had a past life wounding that was of Pleiadian origin and I have to admit that this surprised me but I cannot deny the feeling. I don’t know if I am fully ready to talk about it yet but I will say that when she was telling me about it afterwards my body had this weird quivering sensation and I could feel where she had healed my wounding.
Next I started seeing purple dots behind my eyelids and I thought Saint Germain. Not 5 seconds later Heidi thanked Germain for coming forth and she later told me he bathed me in the violet flame after I had my Pleiadian healing. At this stage I had part of my brain saying – this is taking along time and my friend was due to go after me…I was worried she wouldnt have time because I was going over time.
However when you are in such a deep meditative state thoughts like that dont last long. I quickly blanked out and I felt like my chair was vibrating or more likely I was vibrating – almost like I could float away. I had my hands facing down and they started to ache so I turned them over so palms facing up. I later learned that Isis came at that time and took me by the hand.
Heidi had prepared a giant cloth with a Star of David on it and I laid down upon it. So much more happened with Isis which I don’t fully understand yet and I wont talk about it till I know/process it properly. Lets just say that I was completely blown away and Heidi said to me afterwards that she was surprised with how much I am being worked on. She said that different masters and guides are working on so many different levels all at once within me.
Instead of feeling pride in that I feel a tremendous relief. My life is like an insane spiritual roller coaster ride and I sometimes stop and wonder if I am slightly nutty…but this is just confirmation that I am being worked on because A) I have asked for it and I am trying my hardest to process everything and B) I really feel like I am being prepared for something, as to what I dont know yet.
There is of course more personal things that I dont know if I will ever share – but I just feel that it is important to keep a diary of this.
Today didnt go as expected. I was feeling very strong at work and very competent and then a friend rang. She had a major emotional release and some tough experiences. I really felt honoured to help her but also sadness for her pain. I cant say much more as it is her business.
Its my last day of Earth Essence tomorrow and I have to admit that I am really ready for Fire Essence.
It seems like I have been on this essence forever. The Water essence seemed to fly by so quickly but this one seems to keep going and going. I have found it fantastic and was in a delirious state of complete happiness for a week.
However yesterday was a very interesting and somewhat testing day. Someone close to me had a rough day emotionally and it played a bit of havoc with my energy levels. I don’t quite know why because a few days ago I handled similar situations with ease. In this case I was able to notice each time I was being effected but it would still make me feel heavy – like someone threw a wet blanket over my head/aura.
I found that by getting out of the room and spending 10 mins away I was able to quickly centre myself again. However I still don’t understand why yesterday I couldn’t handle the situation as well as a few days ago.
I am so behind on my work load and I am going to have to put in astronomically late hours to get them submitted on time. I really dont understand why I am doing this to myself. I will have to look deep within over the next few days and of course ask my guides to show me why.
I know that I don’t really like a mainstream job but I have to live and survive in a practical 3D reality. If an angel or guide came to me and said….I want you to heal people/planet by doing this then I would do it. But I feel like I still dont have a clear picture of my path. All I can do is take one step at a time and find out where the path leads. However by doing it the step by step way I cant quit my job and have complete trust that I will be provided for.
Hmmmm more deep pondering to do over the next few days.
I completely connected with this article. It made my heart expand and I got emotional.